MonTh oF LovE~

when we said about february, we must remember about velentine..but we as muslims are not encourage to celebrate it..ok..enough..I want make a report about my life in January actually..and this time I want to try write in English..lately I rarely use English and my tounge get freez[beku] and my vocabulary become worst..what to do? I think I need to do something with my tounge[not necessarily to eat cheese instead of belacan]..

so, currently I get assignments but I'm not do anything yet even my one-week-holidays are going to the end coz' I'm addicted to my group in FB..

*it is a closed group..for family member only

Being with them I feel like Déjà vu..and lately,I always flash back my old memory and told my friends about my history..

• my history when my first get into university,
• my first being event's committee,
• my first get into leadership world,
• my first become the top representative of my faculty as well as university,
• my first become leader to others,
• my first had friends as my family that take care of me,
• and last but not least, my first being such a failure person

I've tried so hard to get up from my failure..can you imagine what would you do when you are on the top of the world and suddently was thrown into the deep hole that you never imagined to be in..I've cried, I've laughed, I've been so hard to find back my self..I've tried so many thing..but that wasn't me..

until one day I read my friend's wall : open to all students, KONVENSYEN PEMIMPIN MAHASISWA.. there you are..I joined the event..at first I was not so confident to meet those people and more, I was not represent any club or association..I just represent myself..ALONE..then a few days later I went to KURSUS KEPIMPINAN INSPIRASI MAHASISWA & KURSUS PEMIMPIN MINGGU DESTINI SISWA (IM_KPMDS DEC 10).. that one is preparation program for MINGGU DESTINI SISWA(MDS)..

that program was held for one week but I felt like more than 2weeks long being in Penang with them and the program made us very closed as brotherhood and sisterhood..the invaluable relationship made me cry as I remember my old family[MPP 2007/2008, MPP Interim 2008/2009]..

especially when they sang the TEMAN SEJATI song..I cried very hard coz' I missed them so much..thanks to 'AMYRA RAMLAN because she also happened to participate in the program..she knew me well coz' she was my secretariat once upon a time and also she was my junior..she know my life journey in campus very well..

over there, I slowly get back my confidence and at the first time for about 2years, I challenged myself to hold the position as "Timbalan Pengarah Kolej Melati"..*unbelievable* I still had the leadership skill inside me..I feel so energized and I get back the sense of belonging to committee..

*credit to MOhd IzwAn KamAruddin for upload this pix in group

with this new family, I hope it can give me support and inspiration to get through my life..

**LUV U ALL**

*to be continued.......